I’m weak. I’m constantly missing you and wanting to be near you. Not because you’re not with me 24/7 but because everytime I want to share a special moment with you, you’re not here. You’re far away from me now and I feel like we’re drifting apart faster than I would’ve thought.
I went to the beach last night which was something I’ve always wanted to do and I was really excited but, a small part of me was kind of sad that you weren’t there with me. When we got to the beach and walked near the tides, I was in awe at how beautiful the sky and the ocean looked at night. It was so dark that you could see all of the tiny stars in the sky. As you looked across the ocean, you could see a little light that was radiating from a light house from a distance. The view was breathtaking and just being there made me so happy and yet so sad because you weren’t there with me to see all of this. The main reason we went to the beach was because I had wanted to see a sunrise on the beach. It was my first time witnessing a sunrise and witnessing it on the beach made it that much better. The only thing that would’ve pushed it over the top was watching the sunrise with you. Remember how you promised that we’d go watch a sunrise together? Will you ever hold up to your promise to me or will that be another empty promise?
P.S. My picture came out really pretty :)